It's been a long, hard road,

It's been a long, hard road,
And I think I'm coming to a stop sign,
It's been a real rough night,
And right now, I don't feel right.

People keep asking,
And sometimes, I'm alright,
But tonight it just isn't,
After looking in your eyes.

So paint me in black,
And blame it on karma,
My rough spots are back,
I'm counting on dogma.

Baby doll, I'm sorry for all of this,
It's hard to write, bleeding from my wrist,
I cry out this passion, but nothing really helps,
All of my body is covered in whelps.

I say that I love you,
With tears in my eyes,
Just like the day,
That I told you "good-bye."

Not any word,
Can describe what I'm feeling,
I've done so many sins,
And now, I'm repenting.

But how can I repent this?
I've gone way too far,
All that I want,
Is you in my arms.

If you could just paint me in white,
And call me your angel,
I'd stay in your sight,
And I wouldn't be mangled.

So now what to do?
I'm covered in spinters,
All for this loss,
That has made me so bitter.

People keep asking,
I shun them away,
I just don't think,
That I can do this today.

So paint me in red,
And call me a victims,
Of small suicides,
That you had to witness.

Paint me in anything,
Of which you desire,
I would go anywhere,
To be your desire.