my head cracks against his kneecap; god i'm dizzy, my eyes see strange colors in a different land and i'm biting my lips because my tearducts won't stop but they can't fall, FUCK why is this happening to me? my heart is beating in my scalp and my voice is nothing more than a whisper in the (dark)sunlight; i.can't.breathe FUCK ME BABY CUZ I'M SUFFOCATING, IT MIGHT BE YOUR ONLY CHANCE my toes itch unbearably but they tickle and i can't reach them (but i wouldn't want an aneurism just because my toes itched) fuckfuckfuckfuckFUCK this sucks.

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