Fish out of water
May 1st, 2008
I'm a fish out of water…
That's what I feel like.
It's not really what I normally do.
I'm so shy and scared all the time.
Where do I start?
When did I get considered?
I'm starting to drift again…
And not to a safe place.
I'm…nervous about a lot more than I should be.
It's like…I'm spinning but I'm in control.
I'm nervous about stepping forward…
Into a place that id never even dreamed of going.
If I don't go,
If I'm not accepted there,
Will I feel better?
Will all this fear in my heart cease?
Or will it just…stay there only to be brought back up again?
No matter what words I pick,
The feeling won't go away.
I don't like it…
What…should I do?