My life is the epitome of aberration

My life is the epitome of aberration.

I miss being down that lonely road

and finding another lonely Atheist "soul"

that would keep me warm through my

Chicago winters and obscenely chilling heartbreak.

I'm knee-deep in anguish on that road

where all my flowers and sunshine has

been taken away from me by the eerie

darkness that never leaves. I miss you.

Before, I couldn't imagine blinking and

having a life taken away from me.

But this is now. Now, I am suffering

from constant insomnia and the need

to tell the tears to shut the fuck up.

From the first time I saw your pretty face

I knew it would be the face I would love,

the face that would change my life, the

boy that would love me, and the love

that would break me.