Today I went to the emergency
room to have a CT scan because
I've been having headaches that
don't go away. You're going to
kill me one day from all the stress
and sleep deprivation you induce.
Dr Nishimoto says to relax, rest,
and eat, with emphasis on the latter.
I wonder how she can suspect
anorexia with my frame spatially
eating her alive. But I guess she's
already assumed her assumptions.
If I was her I'd throw mental illness
into the picture, too, upon seeing
a chubby, darkly clad vegetarian
with faded scars on her arms
complain about headaches.
Anorexic, depressed, stressed, she hinted
at it all. I half-suspected her
to recommend decreasing my
dose of you. That would help.
Doctor knows best.