you promised me the darkness was better

we burned down eternity as it leaked from the sky,
the constellations cracking open as we poured ashes into the moon
the stars falling waxy off our vacant fingers,

kissing Armageddon with catalpa lips and
we swallowed laxatives as the darkness seeped through our skin
our lives blurring into sepia (de)constructing down to black & white
our self-labled panacea drowing us in hazy oblivion

(&) "hello, welcome to the void, the emptiness"

(whispered)

you are nothing here--
you are nothing--
you aren't
(anything)"


an. and everything i write seems all the same, fuck.