Take the razor blade to my wrists
I don't care anymore
I've got nothing to live for
I wished I could've shown you…
But you didn't care to see…
I'm crying because my heart is breaking inside
But as for you think you have no one to confide
Inside this is where I've died
Twisted in the fetal position and cutting even deeper into flesh
God just end it all now
I've cried so much my eyes are red
My body is heavy as led
The blood is leaking out of three or more wounds
As I just watch it flow from my body
Just let me cut some more, I'm sure no one would mind, not even you
I'm tired of feeling useless and done for
I'm tired of trying to prove my self worth to everyone, you got anything to settle this uneven score?
Talk another drink of rum and light another smoke
Maybe roll a joint take a big toke…
Who gives a fuck about a worthless piece of trash like me?
I've got a story but no one bothers to see…
So screw you all for not making me feel complete
For doubting me, for making me into someone I'm not
For all I care I could go to hell and rot
So you all go live you fucking care free lives
Because tonight I have plans to die…
Good night