so simply you said
"i can't do this anymore,"
and i agreed, knowing that
i can't do anything without you.

i let you go
and you went places you'll never let me see.

i spend my years in song lyrics
that are just like you, and you
spend your life not remembering who i was.

i'm dying my hair again so you can see i've changed,
but you're forever and for always the same,
the same creature that was my breath,
my pulse and the buzz of my mind,
and i can't keep up with stagnancy.

my silver lining was learning to exist alone,
but really i depend on you more than ever.