--my nightmare--

I dreamt of a suicide note
at my eighteenth birthday
An overdose,
one missing
in the headcount.

Not mine
No never mine

(i'm so in love with living)

A friend's writing
on the note-
my closest-

Lydia.

((and the worst part is,
before she's tried to))

I dreamt I couldn't
bridge that gap
between her life
and death.

((it knotted
terror
within me))

Don't leave me.

Don't leave me.