12:19 AM
Cluttered emotions like cluttered thoughts;
Music backdrop to a foregone conclusion.
Twisting tongues and breaking lies,
Stabbing hearts and closing ears.
Truth lost in compromise,
Insults deafening
Process slowing
Time stops.
Once.
Love.
Repeat. Ignore.
Rejoice, reject.
Epiphanic static
But never static epiphany.
Sea of words, space of meaning
Whirlpools of confusion,
Holes of doubt
Trapdoors in reason
Eradicate faith, mutilate trust
Paranoid of one's self and one's self only
Sins against God, only.
Obtuse obscurity
Obfuscates objective
Reality.
T.S. Eliot would be proud
Finding meaning in auguries
Ignores the words in a prophet's mouth.
Holy humiliation's greatest disgrace –
Willful stupidity.
Willful refusal, willful will
Wills what will
Not
be.
Ever. For what wills against Who wills
wills not
But wishes,
Schemes and contrives.
Paraplegic slumber,
Paralytic tangents take over
Detract from reality,
Give to spirituality (deviants)
Pretend fantasy
Imagine fabulous
Close eyes –
Awake.
Rinse conscience,
Repeat mistake.
Arthur's note:
This was, as the title shows, the product of musing at 12:19 AM. Please, spare no mercy. ;)