Sitting, Wishing, Waiting

I was sitting, wishing, waiting,
silently wondering and debating,
if it was even worth it in the end...

I was thinking, hoping, praying,
I swear I could hear you saying,
'maybe its just meant to be this way'...

It could've, should've, might've been,
the greatest love story ever,
and than, you had to go and ruin everything...

Now you still expect me to be sitting, wishing, waiting,
still debating,
if and when you'll ever come back to me...

But now im loving, laughing, living,
spending my time forgetting and forgiving,
forgetting you ever existed,
and forgiving myself for ever loving you.