Spontaneity is lacking

Spontaneity is lacking

I'm surprisingly empty

Perpetually at a loss of thought

It's strange

I wasn't always like this

Words used to reach me

Now, almost nothing does

Locking myself away

It was the last thing I could do

Before I began to shut down

But can it be reversed?

I'm always ready to follow

I can be there when you bleed

I'm able to rise and meet you

But I cannot take the lead.

…I'm sorry...