rather than sleep, it's the feeling of

waking up at god-knows-when, getting to

fall back asleep in a haze of finding

threads of dreams that are better than

anything in the real life you wake to:

a stale cup of coffee, morning rain

and a pile of laundry that says

'it's going to be a shitty day today, why

don't you just go back to sleep

and we can do this again later'.