You Kill Me

It kills me to know you'll never be mine

That you won't ever spend your time

Just thinking of me

It burns me to know that 'us' will never be

That I'll keep hanging on this thread of hopeless dreaming

I just pray I can forgive myself for all the sleepless nights

The hours spent dreaming while my heart sits just bleeding

And I hope you can forgive me for pushing this border

Between friendship and more

Forgive me for wishing we could be just a tiny bit more, stupid?

I am

I'm desperately in like with just one guy

He knows who he is

And lovely this is for you, to you and all about you

Thank you, Brown eyes

You kill me a little inside, and I love it every time