Trapped Nowhere

When love runs high in the sky that's when i fade into you.
Remembering how warm your arms were, or how you always gently cupped my cheek. Falling into clouds that once were your solid arms and chest.
Numbly falling for an image of you that was never there.
Dancing in a mist of honey colored eyes, tortured, hopefully, because i'm not really there. Capturing the nothingness that's left when your voice no longer lingers between my breast.
Stuck reliving the times your lips brushed mine and i wanted to cry.
Cry from joy, and the yearning that grabs hold my belly and won't yeild untill i reach out for you.
And you fade. Fade because you were never there.
Forced to breath but existing only nowhere.
The only place you ever kiss me anymore.