For the next doctors appointment Josh wanted to be there and I allowed him to be. I figured since in this appointment I would find out what it was going to be, he should be there to. I mean, the sex is what all the parents go crazy about…right? Josh had to ask for the afternoon off from work that Monday because that's when my appointment was and it didn't seem to bother him. I liked how he was turning out to be. Now that I had become pregnant he was more cautious with me. He seemed to take into account every little thing. We went on a few dates, he hung out at my apartment much more often.

One night though, David had seen Josh walk out of my apartment and looked over at me questioningly. I bit the corner of my lip and turned around to go back into my place but he stopped the door from shutting, "Wait…wait let me get this straight, you denied me but are dating some other random dude?" He seemed upset when he saw Josh and I sighed.

"No David it's not like that…" I began.

"…oh so how is it Addison? Because by the looks of it I got blown off for some dude with a sports car! I didn't think you were like that Addy, you seemed different…." His eyes seemed so hurt and he stepped back to go into his apartment.

"He's the father!" I yelled at him. David turned around and nodded, "Sure, that all makes sense." He said going into his apartment.

That night I cried myself to sleep, something I hadn't done since the night I was kicked out of my home. I was already at the doctor's office when I saw Josh park next to me. He got out and waved to me as I got out of my car. "Sorry I ran a little late. The boss wanted me to help out someone new for a bit before letting me go."

I nodded and walked in with him, "I understand. You got here on time which is fine." We walked into the office and I checked in. The receptionist was friendly and told me it would just be a minute. After Josh and I skimmed through parenting magazines we were called back into the room where I was attended before. He looked over at a model of a baby in the womb and looked amazed. "How on earth is that possible!?"

I laughed and shrugged, "I ask myself that every day." The doctor came in and smiled at me. "Hello Ms. Lennex, and dad I presume?" I nodded. As the doctor set up he asked me the usual questions, how was my diet, was I exercising, etc etc. When the monitor turned on and the cold jelly was on my stomach I saw the baby again. I was so excited to see it again. The picture I had of it last time was right next to my bed and I was ready for a new one.

"So that's it?" Josh asked not so amused. "Yes, what did you expect? The Gerber baby?" I asked a bit angry that he expected my child to be more than what he saw. "The child is still young, would you like to know the sex?" The doctor asked.

We both said yes and he told us it would be a boy. "Score!" Josh said and I smiled to myself ignoring him; a little boy was growing inside me. This was a sure amazement.

When we left the office Josh kissed my cheek and hurried towards his car, "Hey Adds, I have to go back to work now, so I'll catch you later."

"Um, okay. I guess that's fine." I shrugged to myself and got into my car. The doctor gave us each a picture and I carefully put mine in my purse as Josh shoved it in his back pocket. Everything he did seemed to piss me off right now. I sighed to myself and said it was just my hormones like the doctor said would happen, to try and not take anything personally. But it was so hard not to.

The next day, after work, Josh called to invite me to lunch on Saturday and I agreed. He said that it was urgent that we talk. Instantly I got scared. I thought for sure he's changing his mind. He's backing out on me saying that this is way too much for him to handle and he wouldn't be able to deal. I sighed and when Saturday came I nervously went to our lunch date.

He was already there and the waiter seated me across the table from him. "How are you doing?" He asked.

"Um, my back is starting to hurt a bit and so is my ass." I said laughing a bit and so did he. He reached out for my hands. "Look Addie, theres something I'd like to talk to you about." Here it comes, I thought, the goodbye fat chick you can do it on your own. "And well, I want to be by your side for everything…" Say it, say it! "…would you marry me?"

"Damn you! I knew you'd do this….!" I stopped and repeated what he said in my mind. Wait, he wasn't breaking up with me…he purposed. "Really?"

I asked looking at him a bit shocked still. He nodded and I smiled happier than I had ever been. "Yes….yes..yes of course I will."