A/N: So my book... here's the first part of the introduction, this is the only part of the book that is narrated by the mother, the rest is narrated by her daughter, Xvania. EX-VAIN-EE-UH
Introduction
My daughter asked me to write something
Something that says what I think of her life
What I think of what has happened in the past few years
She won't tell me why
She says one day I'll know
I'm not sure when that day will come
It seems like she's dying inside
But to honor her and whatever may be left of her
I write.
She's been caught up in all the bad stuff lately.
Ignoring the good, either that or she can't even see it.
I'm not exactly sure,
But maybe,
Maybe my definition of 'Good'
Isn't like hers.
Maybe all this pain and misery I've seen in her eyes,
Maybe it's 'Good' for her.
I mean who knows.
Sometimes she's happy,
And sometimes she's morose,
And then there are times when the world doesn't exist,
Or when she yells at me,
Blaming me for what has happened.
I sometimes I think she's right,
And other times I think that she just needs someone to blame,
And I'm just pitying her.
Sometimes I think I need to be harder on her
To get her to stop with all this
Nonsense.
But I know it's an addiction that
Won't stop
Unless she wants it to.