carve your name in
my dreams, the collision
of thoughts
walking with me as I throw
away
memories half past midnight,
and break down
with guilt.

indecision, i feel like clothes
flaying away in the wind on
the line in the backyard,
unsure, because I could fly away
but I have a trail of pegs
keeping me down,
an uncut umbilical cord.

will we wait to prove ourselves
even when no one's looking anyway?
the pointlessness shifts
through me,
questions folding in my mind

I hate that I thought
I could be just like you, its better
to accept my faults
and keep getting my heart wrecked
over these worthless dreams
than being you,
you who breaking those dreams


fuck, my writing sucks these days. i'm so sorry