Sometimes I sit alone in the dark
Just staring at these four walls
Thinking about how it would feel to be dead
Or just not thinking at all

All the noises seem to cease
Everything seems so far and distant
All my thoughts just stop running
My head blanks in an instant

There's no emotion present in my eyes
For every scar I make up lies
I'm oblivious to the world around me
Even the easiest of things are hard to see

I'm trying to keep my dangerous thoughts at bay
I wish all the pain and sorrow away
I continue hoping things will change
Knowing deep down things will stay the same