Is it possible to hate yourself

To be filled with nothing but self loathing

To say to your self "I don't love you like I loved you yesterday"

I can't breath, its choking me

The hate and anger

Don't wake me, I'm drowning

Let it end

Cause its my heart you staked

And Its my heart that'll break

And the pieces you'll take

What's the worst thing you could do now?

Why should I stay?

I think Its time to go…good-night

Does it even matter if I stay?

Things will always be this way

Me with love…

You anything but lust

Disgust…yes that's it

You can't hide it from me

I know the looks you think I can't see