Wasted

I look up ahead and I can't see the end,
I don't think I want to go on,
Addicted and torn, I have lost all my friends,
And the fire inside me has gone.

I walk down the street and I just want to run,
Vanish and never return,
I can't recall when this stopped being fun,
And I don't think that I'll ever learn.

Over and over, the same old mistakes,
The drugs and the lies and the men,
There isn't enough of my heart left to break,
But I know it'll happen again.

The mess I've created cannot be undone,
And I can't cope with this on my own,
I look at my life and the answers don't come,
Wasted, I'll die all alone.