Why did this happen?
I wish nothing between us had ever changed.
I want him to still be here for me...
To tell me to cheer up,
To tell me that things are gonna get better,
To tell me to just hang in there...

Usually when people tell me that, I laugh...
I laugh because everyone says that,
And it's never true...
But I believed him...
I never believe anyone when they say that,
But I believed him because I trusted him...

I trusted him and he threw that trust away...
He completely left me.
I was lost without him for so long last year...
I needed him there.
I shouldn't have depended on him so much,
But I did...

And the worst part is,
I would do it all over again...
Because I still trust him.
After everything he did to hurt me,
Even after he completely ignores my existance,
I can't stop loving him...