When I miss you, I wash the dishes, take a shower, or do the laundry.
water, cleansing, and monotonous household chores lets one go beyond
the normal daydreaming universes. When I'm scrubbing at that
stubborn, greasy pan I cooked that mushroom & green pepper
omelette in this morning, and I feel the water dripping past my
wrinkled fingertips, I remember rolling up our jeans together and
running through the waves at the beach, me screaming at the little
bugs crawling up my ankles, and you grabbing my shoulders to keep me
steady. When I feel the showerhead washing away the residue left over
by Herbal Essences None of Your Frizzness, I see the freckles on your
nose and hear your voice, like a lullaby, in my head.
"I could sit here with you until the end of the world."
Separating black from white, warm from cold, I feel the warm Caspian Sea breeze blowing on my face and the rebel pieces of hair flowing out from my messy bun. Pounding the dryer to turn on, then hearing the sound of its rumble, and running across busy, Thursday night streets in a beach city in Northern Iran, pretty much asking for them to run us over, but instead of being killed, arriving to the other side only to keel over from laughter.
Water, soap, and inanimate objects that need to be washed are my new best friends.
I always miss you, much to my mother's delight.