Fading Dream

Pasted smile;
All the while,
My heart is aching,
Bleeding, breaking...
On the floor,
Back to the door,
Teardrops coursing,
Weighted remourse in
The way that I feel.

Wishes fly;
I wonder why
In every tomorrow,
There's always sorrow.
What comes now?
I wonder how
I'll go on pretending,
When all is wending
Away from the real?

Soar away,
Take my soul,
Fly me higher than this,
In the clouds there is bliss;
Give me peace,
Clear my heart,
Take the darkening reins,
Until all that remains
Is You.

Can't look out,
Cannot shout,
Cannot pick up the pieces;
There are no releases;
I cry
For a lie,
Any illusion,
A veil, a delusion,
To fight what I see.

Searing pain,
Pouring rain.
A smear of regretting,
A wish of forgetting
My heart,
Bloodied art.
The knife always twisting,
No more resisting
The path I can't flee.

All my remains,
All the fear and the pains,
The sickening rains,
I can't hide.
I long for relief,
A break from this grief,
To turn a new leaf,
And push everything aside.

Soar away,
Take my soul,
Fly me higher than this,
In the clouds there is bliss;
Give me peace,
Clear my heart,
Take the darkening reins,
Until all that remains
Is You...