A Loving Yet Hateful Karma

So you brought me to tears

And the day I cried them

I told you I never wanted to see

Your stupid, lying face again

I hope she is so beautiful

That you never think about me

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So I drowned in your prosperity

Still loving you enough never to tell

Of this depressing trick of light

I must be delusional

I hope she is so beautiful

That you live happily ever after

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So I watched around the corner

Holding this double-edged blade

Thrusting it, aiming for both of these hearts

Too bad only yours is made of stone

I hope she is so beautiful

That you will need no one else

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So you leave me high and dry

Up a lustful creek without a paddle

Watching, as she causes you the same wrong

A loving yet hateful karma

I hope she is so beautiful

That it kills you slowly inside