In Memoriam.

I don't want wings to fly anymore
like a bird through the small sky.

I don't want to change the world anymore,
it's better than nothing.

I don't want to read romance stories anymore,
goodbye, charming prince.

I don't want to ask the stars for a wish anymore,
in fact there's nothing to save.

I don't want to get gifts anymore,
a rose is as fragile as my heart.

I don't want to go to the cinema anymore,
it's so dark and empty...

I could hear your sob raping me..

I was afraid...

I know I forgot something
that's very important to me...
What is... Who is??
I just can't remember.

I don't want look in your eyes anymore,
they told me you love somebody else...
Why can't I be that somebody?

I don't want to taste your lips anymore,
it's sharp like a thousand of swords
Piercing my body.. And I don't die.

I don't want to need you anymore,
I miss you so much... It hurts...
Weren't they good days?

I don't want to hold you anymore,
like the rain that mixes with my tears,
I can't really touch you.

I don't want to wait for you anymore,
it's too late to start again,
the end is closer than ever.

I don't want to forgive you anymore,
suddenly the truths became big lies,
I don't already know what to believe.

It's so easy to say goodbye,
even if it isn't what I mean.

Are you an angel now?
Heaven is hot.. Hell is cold,
it's all about us.

I want to think you're a bird
in my invisible cage,
that's why I set you free.

I want to think the world is better 'cause of you,
you're my hero even if you didn't save me.

I want to think you're a real prince
from the stories I wrote and you never read.

I want to think the stars lead you towards some place
we'll be able to meet each other again.

I want to think you're the best gift I got from this life.
I want to go in the middle of darkness and emptiness,
what if the there's no exit in this maze?

I know I forgot something
that's very important to me...
What is... Who is??
I just can't remember,
no matter how hard I try.

The important things are never remembered,
that's why I don't remember how you loved me.

The happy moments never last forever,
that's why they become memories.

Even so... The sun shines intensely
in between the raindrops.

I know I forgot someone
who's very important to me.

XX for kloun doll XX