i.
in a swirl of familiar things, dreaming
of falling and fading, a black sun
over the dream
where do you want me
to
look for the fractured
me

ii.
i am dreaming today, yes
against your will, i am
dreaming,
i fall in open skies, blue
and
a rocket shade of steel
endlessly

ii.
a child relearning loss
with empty hands, grief
has made us kinder than
monsters
the world a green
smile lacking the choice of
finality and
the visions you see are only
imaginary.

iv.
am i lost? shouldn't you know
how i have numbed myself,
i belong to insomnia now,
stars stare at me as i grip
my hair and tear up my
emotions because
nothing good will emerge
on paper


i am lost