but I won't let this build up inside of me…
i struggle to push myself through the day
& i struggle to fall asleep,
& yet again i struggle to stay awake.
i fight with myself to do my homework
& fight with myself to just relax for a while
& still fight to just get it all done.
i resist my need for sleep
& resist my need for food
& again resist my need for friends.
i can't win
such a fucking
a/n: Summary ©Slipknot, 2008: Vermillion, Pt 2 (Bloodstone Mix).