dearest t,

i woke up this morning, and for the first time in a while, you weren't the first thing i thought of. it makes me happy that i'm not dependent on you anymore, but some part of me misses you in my thoughts.

i was watching saving face today. that movie always reminds me of us. you're Wil, and i'm Vivian. you're consumed in your work, and you're scared, and you want to be with a girl, but you're not quite sure how. i'm trying to be myself, but that's harder than it seems, and i'm ready to be with a girl, but stupid me, the one i want only wants me sometimes.

the only difference is that everything is perfect in the end for them.
this will not end perfectly for us.

but you know what?
that's okay.

goodbye t,
i'm done.