(Why do I love you? What am I thinking?)

Rose sat on her bed, listening to her iPod and thinking.

(Why? WHY?)

Restless tonight
'Cause I wasted the light
Between both these times
I drew a really thin line
It's nothing I planned
And not that I can
But you should be mine
Across that line

She closed her eyes, and a single tear slid down her cheek, pausing at her lips before moving to her chin. Rose sat back against her pillows, closing her eyes again.

(What did he do to deserve such a terrible person?)

If I traded it all
If I gave it all away for one thing
Just for one thing
If I sorted it out
If I knew all about this one thing
Wouldn't that be something

I promise I might
Not walk on by
Maybe next time
But not this time

Even though I know
I don't want to know
Yeah I guess I know
I just hate how it sounds

(If I left... or just disappeared... would I be missed?)

The lights were off in her room, and the curtains were drawn. Rose craved the dark sometimes, and she satisfied it by lying on her bed and simply listened to her music... letting it take all of her feelings, her thoughts, her life and put it into words.

(I wish they would pay more attention to the lyrics I send them... they're what I'm really feeling...)

Even though I know
I don't want to know
Yeah I guess I know
I just hate how it sounds

Even though I know
I don't want to know
Yeah I guess I know
I just hate how it sounds

(I don't want to have to pick...)

Rose heard a knock on her door. She quickly gathered her mind, which was slowly slipping away, and prepared to deal with life.

If I traded it all
If I gave it all away for one thing
Just for one thing
If I sorted it out
If I knew all about this one thing
Wouldn't that be something

I promise I might
Not walk on by
Maybe next time
But not this time

Even though I know
I don't want to know
Yeah I guess I know
I just hate how it sounds

A/N: I heard this song on the radio, and I just had to write a songfic to it. It wasn't a want, it was a need. Hope you like it. I know it's short, but... yeah. I'm still working on improving my songfics. Bear with me. Reviews are love. Thanks.

-Lauryn.