Inner Demons

Inner Demons

Smoke fills my lugs

My poison stick seems to be

My only true friend

The thing that kills me

I call my own

It crawls on my skin

Turning it black and blue

Killing me from the inside out

I can turn, and throw it away

But I wonder if it's really worth it

Do I really want to save it?

Irreverence fills my shattered skull

And my heart starts to bleed

And I find my self doubt, self loathing

Taking form in my hollow shell

I wonder, is it worth it, to save my soul