take
this gun...
and paint the walls...
with my brains...
my
thoughts of you...
running in circles...
never moving
on...
feelings fade...
but are never gone...
Why?...
can't
you see...
how my love...
it kills me...
my love for
you...
all of my emotions ignored...
all my emotions are
haywire...
all of my thoughs of you...
trying to blurr you
out...
hurts more than anything
I'm not pretty on the
inside
but who the fuck is
why did you hurt me?
leave me
like you did?
It hurts more than anything...
but you don't
care
I'll take this gun
and pant the walls
with my love
my
love for you
the love you didn't want
the love you never
deserved
the love I tried to give you