AUTHOR'S NOTE: The ending may be confusing, but this is really a sad poem/song a write just like two weeks ago.

Here it goes:

If I knew I was dieing

Slowly inside

If I knew my heart was sighing,

My last breath.

If I was still a disappointment,

In your life,

Would you still love me,

Even if I was scared?

I'm just trying to let you know,

If I'm gone here,

Will you still remember me?

Even if I am dieing really slow?

The best and worst way to live,

The best and worst way to die.

Why wouldn't you forgive?

I still forgive you.

I'll still be here,

I'll still be as near,

As you want me to be.

I'm still here,

I'm still as near,

I hope you can see.

I don't want to die,

Slowly.

I don't want this to end,

Slowly.

If I could give my heart away,

To you,

What would you say?

What would you do?

When I left then,

Would it hurt more?

If you more that uncertain,

My life and heart would pour.

I'm just trying to let you know,

If I'm gone here,

Will you still remember me?

Even if I am dieing really slow?

The best and worst way to live,

The best and worst way to die.

Why wouldn't you forgive?

I still forgive you.

I'll still be here,

I'll still be as near,

As you want me to be.

I'm still here,

I'm still as near,

I hope you can see.

I don't want to die,

Slowly.

I don't want to this to end,

Slowly.

I know,

That you know,

I don't think I'll make it.

I know,

That you know,

That I'll try to fake it.

I know

You know,

That you'll try to live without me,

It hurts me,

That you couldn't see.

I'm just trying to let you know,

If I'm gone here,

Will you still remember me?

Even if I am dieing really slow?

The best and worst way to live,

The best and worst way to die.

Why wouldn't you forgive?

I still forgive you.

I'll still be here,

I'll still be as near,

As you want me to be.

I'm still here,

I'm still as near,

I hope you can see.

I don't want to die,

Slowly.

I don't want to this to end,

Slowly.

I just don't— slowly.

I just can't— slowly.

If I knew I was going to die,

Would you tell everyone, or just lie?

If I was dieing really slow,

Would you fall in love with me,

So that I can finally see,

I really want to die really slow.