Close your eyes, take a deep breath, and pretend everything is alright.
I walk with my head held up high
I will even look you directly in the eye
You will never figure it out
What my life is all about
I feel like shit
I feel like wallowing in this pit
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It's tearing me from the inside
All I want to do is hide
But you will never see
It will never show
It will mean a lot to me
If you'd bury me in the snow
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The purity that I will no longer feel
I have no reason for me to fall and kneel
There's no one to pray to
It's all up to you
When it comes to this thing we call life
That you can end with a simple knife
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But you will never see my sit and cry
You won't hear my complain and wish to die
I'll only hold my chin up, hold my head up high
And look your square in the eye
Possibly preparing to lie