a/n: dedicated to my friend maximusrexmundi (check out his work!) because he's the one who said to me in a review of something, "Love and hate are two sides of a coin… the only way to make the feelings stop is to throw the coin away." i liked that, and it inspired me to write this. thanks!

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Love and hate are two sides of this coin,

Where you find one, the other will join.

To make the feelings leave, I say

You have to throw the coin away.

But this coin is too hard for me to let go,

And he hates me now, now that he knows.

I can't live with him, and can't live without,

I told him I love him, and now there's no doubt

That he could never love me, not if he tried,

And now he's the one for whom I refuse to cry.

There are two sides to the coin, the love and the hate,

I'll let this coin's flip be left up to Fate.

I know he doesn't love me, and I shouldn't love him,

But somehow I always still smile at Tim.

He laughs at me; I don't know what to say

Except "To make the feelings leave, throw the coin away."

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Tim, even though I hate you… I still love you. I can never throw you away. Because I love you. Don't ever forget it, you stupid, immature idiot. (xoxo)