Unreal

My eyes are open
But unseeing;
My soul is helpless,
Swollen, bleeding.

My lungs are tired –
Too much breathing.
My calm is broken;
I am beaten.

My anger fills me –
So much hating;
My ears are bursting,
Noises grating.

My eyes are closing,
Feelings fading –
My hope is vanished;
I am breaking.

I feel...
unreal.