Easier to erase when you can't see
when you can't see the damage you're doing
easier to lie when you're unaware
you're unaware of the tears you're creating.
or are You?
are You unaware?
It's so unfair -
what You can do to me.
And I don't think I can help it
youaremylife. Without this,
how do I exist?
you make me real
breathing life into me when I do not care to inhale
cannot get a grasp on the world enough to use my lungs for anything but smokes and screams.
you -tear- me apart
without being present
because you're always in my mind
and yet I fear the day you leave -
without your breath I am a mere cold lump of clay.
yet easy to erase ...
You're not here. so it is easier
to erase when you can't see the damage you're doing.