What are we? Why am I typing this? Loneliness is defined as a discrepancy between the amount of social contact you want and what you've got. So what if you don't want more, just something different? Are there different kinds of loneliness? What if you've got a lot of friends, maybe more than you want or can handle, but it's not enough or right? Is there something else missing? Something different, something that everyone gets except me? Why have I never felt loved? Not loved as a friend, or as a son, or a brother, why have I never felt loved? Am I ugly? Am I boring? What am I? What is everyone? Do I do things wrong? Do I do this to myself? Am I too nice? Why should I ever be nice again? Do I fall too quickly? Why don't others fall as hard? When you think you have something only to see it slip away, is it because you don't know how to play the game? Do you have no game? Does no one want to play your game? Or do you let people break the rules and get what they want without getting what you want? Is love a game? Am I too ready to love? Am I dumb? What makes people know? How do you know who is and who isn't? How do you know about love? Is it me ...