Ehehehehe… Looks like I hit rock-bottom with this one, eh? Another poem for sadness, comin' right up…
Tonight felt like any other night passed
I waited for so many minutes that amassed
Your voice or your opinions I noticed
Was like sweet honey to my tasteless yeast
I awaited for your arrival with excitement
Your comforting voice was ripe filament
You are electricity running through as a spark
Of this lonely circuit that begs for a start
I heard your voice again, oh so delightful
To these lone ears that have heard a mouthful
I welcomed you back from your fruitful trip
With open arms that ached to quip
What was that? You couldn't come?
Oh, what has all the preparations done?
My spirits went from high to the lowest of low
To the ground it stumbles like a fateful woe
I sat on my bed all lonely and depressed
But I know time will have progressed
This little obstacle is nothing, I thought and knew
But what was this feeling that prevented me to endure?
Of course, this has already happened – false expectation
What I really believed and wanted was sweet temptation
I did it to you; it must be done to me once at least
This little tragedy of a moment that made me a feast
The next star that crossed the sky would be a beacon
Tomorrow's hope has lost all its right and reason
That next star of hope I made a wish and beckoned
The next day won't be really the same, I reckoned
As I lie down on this bed, hungry for hope
I knew at once that there was no need to gloat
I could sulk all night, as I had planned
But nothing could bear fruit from what is at hand
And so again I stare at the nothing
Of my empty room and crave the giving
Give me some hope and some strength to kiss
At least some sleep to keep this heart at peace.
I'm so sad right now… but it will pass… right…? Right? RIGHT? RIGHT!?