these days we
are into silence
or sometimes marking
moments with spilling
words

that won't make sense.
She said i needed to
take a break,
but i told her
i
didn't
need
one
so we need to quit
aruging when
we could structure
ourselves into
possible future
smiles if we tried
hard

enough
but this silence
has crumpled all
my hope, so when
i look at my reflection
on windows, it
scares me now
that i'm always almost
invisible