i stumble in the
dark, fall in rhythm to
life teaches us bad
habits, i am thought
provoked with all i
have never achieved,

miserable, i hunt
down feeling and throw
her over a cliff because
it was hard enough as
it is.

isn't it you? i want
to ask you as i see you
again. wasn't it you
who taught me to
never give up?
but i'm ashamed
you won't like what
you'll see now

so i put on another
shade of me
and serve your coffee
while you tell your friend
that she shouldn't give

and i will give her
a blurry smile and tell her-
yes, anything's possible