I decided to write another chapter. This time there will be a slight change in the format. I am planning another chapter.

Just in case anybody cares, I will update Better to have loved and lost, or never loved at all soon. Hopefully today. I wrote the next two chapters on my laptop, and I need to move them to my other computer because my laptop is a school computer and I can't upload, download, or install anything. However, my jump drive/flash drive/zip drive/whatever you want to call it was missing for a while, but I think I know where it is now. If it is there, I will update in probably about fifteen to thirty minutes. If it's not . . . who knows when I will be able to update.

She is so disgusting

She forces him to be with her

She forces him to hold her hand

She forces him to talk to her friends

She forces him to dance with her


I watch carefully

I notice how he wants to leave

I notice how he is repelled by her

I notice how he hates her friends

I notice how he hates their dancing

I notice how he can't break up with her

I notice how she won't let him


Why can't he just leave her?

We would be together, night and day

We would not have to suffer because of her

We would get to dance at dances

We would be able to tell the world about "us"


By night, we are together

We kiss and we chat

We sit together in the cloudy dream world

We travel through dreams together

We talk for hours into the night


Tonight I will talk to him

I will tell him to leave her

I will tell him to be strong

I will tell him to not be pushed around

I will tell him to not care about his reputation

I will tell him a reputation is worth less than happiness


If all goes well

He will leave her

He will forget her

He will dump her on her snotty face

He will be happy at last