I'm
sitting here and I exist...but I don't know whether I do or not.
my
mind is moving faster than my body..but my mind isn't working
right.
my arms and legs are frozen...scared to
move.
petrified...I'm wrapped up in you.
I get you
everything you want...but there's something more.
don't ask me to
do this...I'm not useless hun.
I can feel everything around
me...as it's pushing down upon me.
let me fall asleep...because my
eyes are too tired to speak.
Something is pushing down upon my
eyes.
but I know I have to move towards you
I know I have to
put my hands on you
but right now...don't make me please.
I
can't completely understand the meaning behind your words.
but man
I am sitting here...seems so absurd.
does it even exist? Is it
even real?
I look to your face for something to feel.
You
smile at me and then close your eyes.
I can see the hidden meaning
behind your disguise.
I smile right back and move my right
hand.
ask me, just say it...don't make it a demand.
The
questions are answered and you seem to respond
I like to hear the
words you say in between the yawns
every breath you take, I can
hear it clear as day
and I smile every time you take a deep
breath, fuckin yay
Let the woman take control all the fuckin
way
I've never been in this position until today
I wear the
pants in this relationship we have
and every time you ask for
something I have to laugh
So these are my dear words to you,
hun
let me into more than what you have
feed me the things that
make me feel this way
and make me feel worth something today