Notice, the initial in the title has changed. That is because I (being the total idiot I have proven myself to be) have been mistaking two girls for each other until this week-end when I suddenly thought, 'Hey, T doesn't really look like that girl in the hallway... ' Er... duh, because she isn't. Two different people, and yes, T is awfully charming when she smiles, but she is not quite the angel D is, and, well, I'm horrified by mistake. So I'm not changing the title of the other poem, 'Comparison of T', because I wrote it with her in mind, but from here on out, I'm focusing on the lovely D (whose name is, to be honest, as beautiful as she is, but you can't know that.)
I can sit here all day
Watching the shadow you make
Move across the floor with the sunlight.
I can watch the golden light caress
The full moon
Of your cheek.
I can admire the way that great star
Illuminates strands of your Kona hair,
Gilting them.
From this distance I know not
The colour of your eyes
But I see how they shine
When affixed to something
That is not me.
Something utterly unconnected with me,
For while I see the blackboard as a thing
You wrote one once,
The chalk an instrument you held in your own fingers
Of the same colour,
You see a slab of slate
And a piece of chalk.
I can sit here all day,
Short of breath,
Mesmerised by the way you sit,
Only to have you look over here
(a cursory glance,
a survey of the room)
and turn away.
I can sit here all day,
And never let you know that
I wait in crazy anticipation
For the moment you walk by.
Is it a cliché to say
You walk like your feet
Are winged like the mercurial god?
I can sit here all day
Even when you are gone,
Remembering how sat here
In the Sun.