it's just a test score,
it's only a prediction,
& it doesn't really mean much
(to them).

but seeing my results
almost kills me, knowing
i didn't meet their expectations
& i got the lowest score.

she gave both the boys compliments
on their "great" scores
but mine is just average,
simply mediocre at best.

i can't succeed at anything
i set out to achieve, so
why do i even bother? i'm
just a fucking failure.

a/n: Fuck you all, fuck this world, fuck everything that you stand for.