Move On

January 27th, 2009

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He grabbed my arm, then the world fell apart,

The colours turned to gray,

And our voices were gone.

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He told me sorry.

I never forgave him,

I never tried to.

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He lunged at my throat,

And I couldn't stop the sobs,

"I love you too"

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He drank and drank,

and yelled and screamed.

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Then I disappeared,

And he never even noticed.

Is this what I deserve?

I walked out the door,

Past broken dishes and bloody floors,

Inhuman voices sang.

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They sang and sang and sang,

And told me how they loved me,

How they owed so much.

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How he would burn,

Rot and churn,

In the open pits of cold hell.

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I took a step and never stopped,

I walked away and never thought.

I never did, I never was.

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This was no reality,

This wasn't true,

It never happened.

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I will forget, I will forget,

And I will pretend,

That I never knew him.

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These bruises will fade,

And these cuts will heal,

And I won't care anymore.