i could sit here and i could break your heart
feed you tales with my rusty spoon
and choke you
tell you of the things i've done, i wish i've done
what i'll never do and what i should have done
and i will break you
i will break you so much that you'll cry until you're completely empty
and i'll leave you and kick your shell
so hard that you scream and scream and scream
and i'll laugh
my laughter will follow you into your nightmares
but honey, i'm so much worse than a dream could ever be
i could be everything you've ever wanted and then just as easily
i could be everything you've ever feared
everything you resent
all my lies, oh wow, i'd make you never trust me again
how i've betrayed you
i'd tell you
and when you cried, i wouldn't care
i'd be so honest with you that you'd think twice about ever speaking again
my raw truth would slap you and whip you and leave more red marks than blood ever could
and i would kill you
i wouldn't even lay a finger on you
i would just talk and i would cry
and tell you all the times i wanted to die
and how i felt worthless and stupid
and i'd tell you,
'how does it feel?
because now you know what it's like'
and you would beg and you plead
and i'd stop talking
but it wouldn't matter
no, nothing matters
because i've already torn your insides apart