Asking for the winter

Inflamed in penance' rain

Locked inside a moment

A sentence in my brain

These loops eschew so casual

Amidst tempest of ignition-

A constant exhibition

Eternal fevered wishing

Don't think and find no reason

Don't cease and keep from freezing

Lock away attention

Be strayed from your intentions

A string of mental mayhem

Debated by what made them

Entire weeks in sadness

Entire years of madness

Desired fears- I've had this

Disgusted by disgust

Trust in my distrust

Mighting what I must

If it is not me,

It's magic

If it's to be,

It's tragic