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June 10, 1999

Oh my God! Daddy god me the cutest journal for my ninth birthday! I can't wait until tomorrow! We're going to the zoo! Oh! And Chris sat beside me today. He's soooooo cute! Bye Diary!

November 2, 2007

Urgh. I found this stupid thing that my bastard of a father had gotten me forever ago. I don't want it…most because he got if for me. I haven't seen him for a few days now. *Evil laugh* He left me here with that horrid woman again…My mom. She's talking to herself again. Completely crazy! Yet no one believes me. Then again, none of them have to live with her. They say it's because she's having a hard time about…something hell I don't know. But what about me? They don't seem to notice the bruises on me. *Sigh* I wonder if she even remembers I'm here at times. I doubt it. Although I've been told by many that I'm hard to forget. I'm still trying to figure out if that's a good thing or bad. What, with my dark brown hair dyed black with the blue longer layers showing from underneath. I admit, I did it just to anger that woman downstairs.

I dyed it at Kim's house earlier today and came skipping right home. I walked into the house and after nearly five times of walking past the couch where my mom sat, she leaped up in exasperated anger. She was once very pretty, not anymore. Her hair now hangs in scraggly chunks around her face…God why am I describing her? It's hard enough to have to look at that skeleton of a life every day.

"What have you done to your hair?" she spat the words out like they were dirty and disgusting.

"Yes, I know," I said with a warm smile that I pulled out of my ass. "Isn't it cute?"

"It looks like cat vomit!" she growled.

My grin never faltered. (Years of practice.) "So does your clothes, but I don't' say anything."

"Go! Leave! I don't want to see you again!" She falls back onto the couch, like it took so much effort for her to yell at me.

So now, here I am, sitting in my room, waiting until she forgets she grounded me. I'll head back down in about fifteen minutes. She'll have forgotten. (The drugs she says she doesn't use, have an affect on her mind.)

I hope you liked it so far, trust me it gets a lot more exciting! It's my first story with no fantasy or vampires! Please, tell me what you think!