In a world of darkness I've found my light
Only to hold onto it
For a moment,
Not much longer than I expected.

With open eyes to see it depart
Hearing my own immense cries
My world returned to its original depression,
Filled with hate and the lack of admiration.

Oh how I wish for this to end
To be near my very dear friend.
Many times I've devised
My own demise.

What a failure I must be
Neither heaven nor hell wants to accept me.
What am I to do
I'm so lost without you.